Jul 16, 2005 01:15
Just when your life seems that it could not get any better. Then blame all the shit just comes crashing to the ground. Makes me wonder why I even get the false feeling of everything being ok. I should know that it will only be a matter of time until something comes along and fucks it all up. The more I think I unserstand someone the more it turns out that I don't understand them at all and I just thought I did. But anyway enought bitching about that for now.
Lets see work isn't bad I like my job except for 2 things, never knowing what time I will get off and never having weekends off even thought everyone else rotates weekends. But oh well can't have it all can ya? I am do anymore is work and sleep. I have to be up by 5:30 all week so I stay tired as hell. I hang out sometimes at night but I have to come home early and get in the bed so oh well.
But who knows I think I lost a really good friend last night and it kinda bothers me but maybe it is the way things need to be. Sometimes stuff happens.
But for now I am going to bed.
RYan