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I don't expect anyone to read this I am just tryin to get some things out.
I am just sittin here think rethinkin alot of things in my life. I mean I start college in a couple weeks and I really don't feel like I have ever grown up. I mean all the childesh shit I did in high school was fun but now it is time for the real world and that stuff is not going to work when I get there. I just don't know I am sitten here just thinkin about everything going on in my life and I just don't know. There are alot of people out there that I have hurt and there are even some that have hurt me. But to any of those who I have hurt, pissed off, lied to, or anything else like I just want to say I AM TRULEY SORRY!!!!!!!!!! I am just sittin here with so much running through my head and I can put it into words.
Then there is one thing that I have been through a little over five years ago, and some of you may know what I am talkin about and there are some that probably don't. I mean five years is a long time and it get easier but it never really gets better. I have days that I never think about it, then there are days that I can think about it and not really bother me, and then there are also the days I think about it and I just can't help but to break down and cry. I have been thinkin about it alot here in the last little bit and its just hard to believe.
To all my friends who have been there for me when I need them, the one who have been true and not went behind my back and talked shit I just want to say thank you.
I am just sittin here think rethinkin alot of things in my life. I mean I start college in a couple weeks and I really don't feel like I have ever grown up. I mean all the childesh shit I did in high school was fun but now it is time for the real world and that stuff is not going to work when I get there. I just don't know I am sitten here just thinkin about everything going on in my life and I just don't know. There are alot of people out there that I have hurt and there are even some that have hurt me. But to any of those who I have hurt, pissed off, lied to, or anything else like I just want to say I AM TRULEY SORRY!!!!!!!!!! I am just sittin here with so much running through my head and I can put it into words.
Then there is one thing that I have been through a little over five years ago, and some of you may know what I am talkin about and there are some that probably don't. I mean five years is a long time and it get easier but it never really gets better. I have days that I never think about it, then there are days that I can think about it and not really bother me, and then there are also the days I think about it and I just can't help but to break down and cry. I have been thinkin about it alot here in the last little bit and its just hard to believe.
To all my friends who have been there for me when I need them, the one who have been true and not went behind my back and talked shit I just want to say thank you.