well I'm half awake and half a world away
You can not force yourself to get over things. When something happens that hurts you and stings your heart, you can't just say, "I'll get over it" and keep walking. Not only is that unhealthy, but it also doesn't work. Because as you're moving on and forgetting about it, something will happen and it will hit you hard and you will remember that you aren't ok.
But what is ok, is taking time to grieve and slowly get everything out of your system. TO recognize your hurt and dispose of it the natural way. And it's ok if this takes you a while. Sometime the wounds are deeper than you think.
----- Gaby
wise words
so I turned 16 and all. A good birthday all around. and got my grades! They were shockingly good. My lowest grades were in math (i have a fucking tutor, C'MON!) and drawing (Molli!).
Mock trial is going well, semi finals tomorrow, and needless to say, I'm not ready. But alas, at least I get to wear my new sexy suit!
Sex and the city has ended, and so has a chapter in me and Cassi's life. but I couldn't have ended it better myself. By the by, Cassi's birthday tomorrow! needless to say, we plan to party and drink Bacardi cos it's her birfday.
Boardgame night thurday!!!
But what is ok, is taking time to grieve and slowly get everything out of your system. TO recognize your hurt and dispose of it the natural way. And it's ok if this takes you a while. Sometime the wounds are deeper than you think.
----- Gaby
wise words
so I turned 16 and all. A good birthday all around. and got my grades! They were shockingly good. My lowest grades were in math (i have a fucking tutor, C'MON!) and drawing (Molli!).
Mock trial is going well, semi finals tomorrow, and needless to say, I'm not ready. But alas, at least I get to wear my new sexy suit!
Sex and the city has ended, and so has a chapter in me and Cassi's life. but I couldn't have ended it better myself. By the by, Cassi's birthday tomorrow! needless to say, we plan to party and drink Bacardi cos it's her birfday.
Boardgame night thurday!!!