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[pedalpushers]

The unknown clouds my thoughts and the problem is --- nothing is going to help until I know. But it is unknown. I think I am finally making sense of this life, but it doesn't make any sense at all.

I don't even want to write these thoughts down because I am afraid I might jinx myself. I'm going crazy and there's nothing I can do about it!

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