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I've been feeling extra bitchy towards my friends lately, and I don't know why.
It's nothing specific exactly... Just when some people get on some topics -- or when some people that I usually like quite well start talking at all -- I automatically fall into this attitude of, "I really couldn't care less, why are you still talking to me?" Since I like to think that caring and being sociable (at least with the people I DO normally like, anyway) is one of my strong points, this feels very unusual to me. Even the topics themselves that turn me off are ones that I typically find quite interesting.
So this is to issue a general apology to any of my friends to whom I've recently appeared taciturn, self-centered, antisocial, or generally grouchy. It's not you, promise.
And yes, this applies to multiple people across the board, so you're not allowed to sit there thinking it's just you. And no, I won't tell you if you are one of the people to whom it applies, even if you ask. You'll just have to let worry and self-doubt consume your soul.
It's nothing specific exactly... Just when some people get on some topics -- or when some people that I usually like quite well start talking at all -- I automatically fall into this attitude of, "I really couldn't care less, why are you still talking to me?" Since I like to think that caring and being sociable (at least with the people I DO normally like, anyway) is one of my strong points, this feels very unusual to me. Even the topics themselves that turn me off are ones that I typically find quite interesting.
So this is to issue a general apology to any of my friends to whom I've recently appeared taciturn, self-centered, antisocial, or generally grouchy. It's not you, promise.
And yes, this applies to multiple people across the board, so you're not allowed to sit there thinking it's just you. And no, I won't tell you if you are one of the people to whom it applies, even if you ask. You'll just have to let worry and self-doubt consume your soul.