Thus begins hell week.
My parents rolled into town last night, they're at their lawyers office right now. My sister should be here in a few hours. I went to visit my daughter at the SAFE program, the one that I have to go to so I can be treated like a criminal when I see my daughter. Only my daughter didn't show up because her mothers the one in jail and obviously didn't make arrangements to have her affairs handled. I think she's supposed to get out of jail Monday, thats why the court date got pushed back to Tuesday. Thats fine. I'm probably going to miss work most if not all of the coming week, Monday and Tuesday for sure. I'm not even 100% sure whats going on with this next trip to court. We're supposed to settle up the divorce somehow, I'm not sure what all that means, I know property is going to be addressed this time. Maybe I can get a better job if I get my crimpers, osciliscope, meters, suits and other work tools back. I'm going to try to address custody of my daughter to, but from what I understand thats not going to be easy. Basicaly with this protective order in place I'm a criminal and they don't want to hear any logic that dictates otherwise, such as she's the one who's been in jail, she's the only one who's ever been convicted, or even tried for a crime, we've proven she purgered herself in many places on these affidavits and broken nearly every clause of the civil order between us. Nope, I'm the criminal even though they have no crime to charge me with so I can't have my baby, according to the courts she's much better off in the nice secure environment surrounded by drug dealers and transient relatives who move in and out all the time because they can't hold a job. I look forward to this coming week in more ways than I can count, but I fear it in just as many ways since I've recently found the court systems really dont care about the text of the documents they're founded on or the spirit of the laws they enforce, they just care about making sure the woman comes out on top because men are always the evil ones and looking after their buddies in adjacent professions.
I'm a patriot. I believe in that document signed oh so many years ago that houses the guidlines on which our nation is supposed to stand. Sam Adams, Ben Franklin, John Hancock, and Patrick Henry are my heros. The guidlines they layed out for us are excelent and fair. There is no end to how much it saddens me to see those guidelines trampled. Keep my daughter in your prayers. Don't pray for me to get her - pray for the best outcome. It's selfish to pray for what we want, all to often I've had those prayers answered and not necessarily liked the results. Pray for Gods (approiate diety in your belief structure) will to be done and for the best possible outcome to happen. I truley believe that the best thing and her being returned to me and my family is the best outcome. I really don't think being raised by cheats, criminals, and liars is the best place for her.
I'm a patriot. I believe in that document signed oh so many years ago that houses the guidlines on which our nation is supposed to stand. Sam Adams, Ben Franklin, John Hancock, and Patrick Henry are my heros. The guidlines they layed out for us are excelent and fair. There is no end to how much it saddens me to see those guidelines trampled. Keep my daughter in your prayers. Don't pray for me to get her - pray for the best outcome. It's selfish to pray for what we want, all to often I've had those prayers answered and not necessarily liked the results. Pray for Gods (approiate diety in your belief structure) will to be done and for the best possible outcome to happen. I truley believe that the best thing and her being returned to me and my family is the best outcome. I really don't think being raised by cheats, criminals, and liars is the best place for her.