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Today was insane. I did NOTHING. I usually go out all night, but today I didn't even leave my apartment. I spent the entire day sleeping, watching the o.c. and talking with a few friends online here and there. it was a really strange day for me. i never have time to myself to do just nothing and i really didn't do anything today. i had some really disturbing/haunting feelings though from the past. it seems like its been so long and really it's just been a few months which is extremely scary to think about. i was thinking about the horror that took place a few months ago i.e. Laurens last visit to see me and I had totally forgot that hurt and it hit me again. it was entirely different this time in the sense that it was just sad and not nearly as painful, but it wasnt pleasant. it was so strange that those memories came flooding back. britt has also been incessantly popping in and out of my mind. i dont know why. mindless t.v. shows are really good for times like these ive decided. ugh, i really need to get a haircut today too. anyway, im off to bed. i have a really busy day tomorrow...not.