Hello darkness my old friend...

Nov 14, 2004 22:20

its sunday night and im being un-social. is that bad? i mean i have a bunch if friends but you no..id rather be sitting here typing away in a live journal entry that ill most probably be to paranoid to post up(not like any1 ever reads my lj except sarah and liat and some how jules) I watched the graduate with sarah this morning. it was really good, for an old movie. Hes online now. i have even gone to the extent of making my names somewhat refer to him. whats wrong with me? like i cant listen to any song without someway referring it back to him. i think i have to try my best not to think of him. i mean im totally better than i was back in the summer. maybe i should start fancying mr.ang instead. i mean if you try really hard he could also possibly be attracive.
It finally hit me this year. im a senior dancer at the thornhill school of ballet. it seems so surreal. for the past 12 yrs ive looked up at the senoir dancers and always aspired to be one. And it feels really u no cool to be one. to no that the little jazz girls u assist wanna be like you. but i still cant belive miss ali left. she was my favoritest dancer teacher ever. maye ill 411.ca her. I heard she was teachig at some other school now. what happened was that she got into some big arguement wth amanda..the owner. so she left. and now the schools falling apart.
my horoscope for the day is:
The more specific you are about what you want, the better your chances of getting a clear result. But remain open-minded - opportunity may come from an unexpected source.
ok..well this totally does not refer to me consider what i really want id way out of my hands. unless were talking bout the i pod i wanna get. or maybe that 90s trivial pursuit game.
Its really pathetic bout how much i contemplate wether or not to post lj entries. i mean like a total of 3 pplz read my entries, its not like my entries have any big impact on this world.
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