i just need to say some stuff and i'm in the mood to write and share and verbally puke all over this webjournal so here goes nothing and everything and anything all at once
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we are so definitely perfect. because its all a matter of perception. and you know what, i dont give a fuck if other people dont think we're perfect because *i* know we are and thats all that matters. we are even perfect in all our flaws because thats what makes us who we are. and this town is a curse. it is. it brings so much comfort in all the shit it drags you through and makes you feel and that is why we are so compelled to stay here and safe in the confidence of all the people around us who we only said hi to in the hallway or talked to in class because these are the people who are fucked up by this town too, therefore understanding that we will never change and this, right now will always be a part of us. and for that, you will always be a part of me, so i dont mind being dependent because no matter what we will we be friends and i will drive from stonybrook or lynbrook or wading river or wherever the fuck i will be next year to come see you and save you and bring you ramen. and you will de finitely be one of the people i write my thank you letter to because i owe you my entire life. i really dont think i would be here right now without you. i love you so much it kills me that we didnt spend every fuckin day together this year it really does. i love you sooooo much and im so glad we found each other in 6th grade. <3333
we are so definitely perfect. because its all a matter of perception. and you know what, i dont give a fuck if other people dont think we're perfect because *i* know we are and thats all that matters. we are even perfect in all our flaws because thats what makes us who we are. and this town is a curse. it is. it brings so much comfort in all the shit it drags you through and makes you feel and that is why we are so compelled to stay here and safe in the confidence of all the people around us who we only said hi to in the hallway or talked to in class because these are the people who are fucked up by this town too, therefore understanding that we will never change and this, right now will always be a part of us. and for that, you will always be a part of me, so i dont mind being dependent because no matter what we will we be friends and i will drive from stonybrook or lynbrook or wading river or wherever the fuck i will be next year to come see you and save you and bring you ramen. and you will de finitely be one of the people i write my thank you letter to because i owe you my entire life. i really dont think i would be here right now without you. i love you so much it kills me that we didnt spend every fuckin day together this year it really does. i love you sooooo much and im so glad we found each other in 6th grade. <3333
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