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So here at home its been pretty good. Saw Emily and met Pete last night...seems like a good guy. Rich called me after getting home saying to come out but I had already crawled into bed...I guess Ill have to wait to see him. Oh well
So everything here at home was going well until a phone call yesterday. My sister called. Great. For about a year now we have been having problems. She just holds on to stuff and wont let it go. So I was talking to her than she gets all upset and only to turn around and start bitching at me. First she needs to learn to relax a little more. If she goes to school with this issue it will not be easy for her. Than she goes on the bitch becuase i forgot to say hi and i made her sleep in the same room as my grandmother becuase I can't sleep in the bed that my grandfather slept in. Im sorry Steph but watching your grandfather take advil, putting him in the hospital and being there everyday is very hard. I didnt see you there untill the night he left. She holds on to stuff and bitches at me every time she possibly can...she's just lucky I have yet to lash out on her. I have held back so much and I probably will keep holding back only becuase my mother does not want to see me do it. At least my mother knows I have been holding back and its killing me that I have not put her in her place with me.
She's all upset becuase it does not bother me that she is going to TN for school. It does not bother me becuase Im the youngest all my sister's left home so Im used to that. Plus thats how I'll be living my life moving and not seeing my family. What does she want...me to be all emontional about her leaving Im happy for her and excited. She just does not see any of this becuase she is always mad at me for some stupid reason.
So everything here at home was going well until a phone call yesterday. My sister called. Great. For about a year now we have been having problems. She just holds on to stuff and wont let it go. So I was talking to her than she gets all upset and only to turn around and start bitching at me. First she needs to learn to relax a little more. If she goes to school with this issue it will not be easy for her. Than she goes on the bitch becuase i forgot to say hi and i made her sleep in the same room as my grandmother becuase I can't sleep in the bed that my grandfather slept in. Im sorry Steph but watching your grandfather take advil, putting him in the hospital and being there everyday is very hard. I didnt see you there untill the night he left. She holds on to stuff and bitches at me every time she possibly can...she's just lucky I have yet to lash out on her. I have held back so much and I probably will keep holding back only becuase my mother does not want to see me do it. At least my mother knows I have been holding back and its killing me that I have not put her in her place with me.
She's all upset becuase it does not bother me that she is going to TN for school. It does not bother me becuase Im the youngest all my sister's left home so Im used to that. Plus thats how I'll be living my life moving and not seeing my family. What does she want...me to be all emontional about her leaving Im happy for her and excited. She just does not see any of this becuase she is always mad at me for some stupid reason.