i just had to get this out before bed...
i think this is going to be the worst new years of my life. when i think of new years, i think of spending it partying it up with my best friends or at least one of them. the past 2 new years have been amazing. 2003 was at ashlees house. pretty much everyone was there cuz we were all still friends for the most part. we were all mighty intoxicated, but we felt like a million bucks. last year we had a smaller get together at kristins but i was with all of my best friends which is very important to me. so this year daniela and brianna are headed to buffalo to celebrate with their fredonia friends. but what kinda makes me mad is that i would go out of my way/cancel plans with anyone else just to be with them. and on top of that i could've sworn that either daniela or brianna said, "yea amy asked you to come too, but only you" so if that's the case, how come i'm not coming? seriously i have had many offers to do things for new years but i ALWAYS said, i gotta see what my friends are doing first. cuz for the majority of the time, i will put my friends before me and i always think about how my actions will affect them. so yea i guess i'm not going to be with them on new years. and on top of that kristin is going to be on vacation so i won't be able to be with her which sucks cuz i've celebrated new years with her for the past few years. i mean, good for her that she's gettin the hell out of rochester... but i am just sad that i can't be with her. well i hope wherever my friends are and whatever they are doing, they make the best of it. cuz i really do love them, so much (even if they did choose their school friends over me).
so now here are the options for new years, altho idk if i even want to go out anymore.
- kerri asked me to go to her cousins party
- gerry asked me to come to canada/blo with him
- tyler asked me to come to oswego, but who knos. cuz yea, me and kate and jenny are like BEST FRIENDS still. or i haven't talked to either one of them since the shitty incident.
- i'm sure i could stay home and do something with either snore or kemal and chris and jeff
- i could always go to my family's party... always something to fall back on.
idk... i'm just bummed. hope everyone has a happy new year with whatever they are doing. please, PLEASE make a toast for yours truely cuz i will prob be sitting home, playing with my pee-wee herman playhouse (or something along those lines).
ciao ciao
so now here are the options for new years, altho idk if i even want to go out anymore.
- kerri asked me to go to her cousins party
- gerry asked me to come to canada/blo with him
- tyler asked me to come to oswego, but who knos. cuz yea, me and kate and jenny are like BEST FRIENDS still. or i haven't talked to either one of them since the shitty incident.
- i'm sure i could stay home and do something with either snore or kemal and chris and jeff
- i could always go to my family's party... always something to fall back on.
idk... i'm just bummed. hope everyone has a happy new year with whatever they are doing. please, PLEASE make a toast for yours truely cuz i will prob be sitting home, playing with my pee-wee herman playhouse (or something along those lines).
ciao ciao