OPERATION RELATION
hmm short and sweet, i'll get down to the major points:
*i did HORRIBLE on my PCATs. well bad for me at least. i guess that means i am taking them over. can't wait to go thru that 5 hours of hell again, during winter break when all my friends are home. whatever. i realized that sometimes in life you gotta do things you don't want to in order to do what you want to do. hence, me leaving oswego and going to MCC and me taking a leave of absense from circuit city and me RETAKING THE PCATs. i will study more this time, you kno, more than 2 days in advance. maybe that will help.
*i'm prob gonna fail organic chem. i was supposed to have a tutor apt yesterday however i couldn't attend cuz work had scheduled me and i think i forgot. i tried to reschedule during the weekend... LIKE I ORGINIALLY WANTED TO DO BUT COULDN'T CUZ I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO OSWEGO!~##!@#~#~~... but he never returned my call. i have a test tomorrow, i will prob fail it. there is this kid in my class that is REALLY smart, i think i'm gonna buddy him up tonite. make a new friend or someone who can teach me shit last minute tomorrow. good idea.
*jeff said something to me yesterday that made me happy. we were talking online and he goes: are you gonna be on later? cuz lately talking to you is the only thing that makes me smile :) talk about tender. goal for the winter break--> make him realize that he needs to be in a relationship with me. cuz he is the only one i could see myself with rite now. i kno i say, ahh idk want a relationship, i'm too busy blah blah blah. well i could always make time for someone if i really wanted to, and jeff, i'm willing to make time for him (unlike blake and scott and whoever else i use that line on). i already do devote a lot of my free time to him even tho he isn't close to home, we talk every nite for hours. ok operation 'relation' is in effect starting in t minus 3 days.
and with that said, maybe i should study for my test tomorrow? no i'll prob go to the mall. PRIORITIES HERE PEOPLE... MALL > STUDYING! yea
ciao fuckers
*i did HORRIBLE on my PCATs. well bad for me at least. i guess that means i am taking them over. can't wait to go thru that 5 hours of hell again, during winter break when all my friends are home. whatever. i realized that sometimes in life you gotta do things you don't want to in order to do what you want to do. hence, me leaving oswego and going to MCC and me taking a leave of absense from circuit city and me RETAKING THE PCATs. i will study more this time, you kno, more than 2 days in advance. maybe that will help.
*i'm prob gonna fail organic chem. i was supposed to have a tutor apt yesterday however i couldn't attend cuz work had scheduled me and i think i forgot. i tried to reschedule during the weekend... LIKE I ORGINIALLY WANTED TO DO BUT COULDN'T CUZ I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO OSWEGO!~##!@#~#~~... but he never returned my call. i have a test tomorrow, i will prob fail it. there is this kid in my class that is REALLY smart, i think i'm gonna buddy him up tonite. make a new friend or someone who can teach me shit last minute tomorrow. good idea.
*jeff said something to me yesterday that made me happy. we were talking online and he goes: are you gonna be on later? cuz lately talking to you is the only thing that makes me smile :) talk about tender. goal for the winter break--> make him realize that he needs to be in a relationship with me. cuz he is the only one i could see myself with rite now. i kno i say, ahh idk want a relationship, i'm too busy blah blah blah. well i could always make time for someone if i really wanted to, and jeff, i'm willing to make time for him (unlike blake and scott and whoever else i use that line on). i already do devote a lot of my free time to him even tho he isn't close to home, we talk every nite for hours. ok operation 'relation' is in effect starting in t minus 3 days.
and with that said, maybe i should study for my test tomorrow? no i'll prob go to the mall. PRIORITIES HERE PEOPLE... MALL > STUDYING! yea
ciao fuckers