winkin, blinkin, and nod are a bunch of jerks
today is going to be weird. this is because yesterday i had a great day of walking too much, eating too much, and working on my owl puppet just the right amount, taking an allergy pill with out reading the ingredients, and hanging out with rebecca (with a little twin peaks action thrown in). These things in combination caused me to be so energized than not only did i stay up late and continue to work on things until two-ish, but i also had to give up on the prospect of sleep around four fifty ish. i just got up and went on a bike ride, which was fun because i had the roads mostly to myself. now i'm drinking coffee and trying to gear up to getting the things on my list accomplished, but that fuzzy, drunk, numb feeling is already washing over me. take's me right back to my last year of college and the all nighters spent in the frick fine arts building.
whenever i experience extreme lack of sleep i can pretty much expect some kind of break down, self doubt, fear, panic attack, something bad, etc to occur. today i'm going to try to stay aware of these feelings being caused by the no sleeping and not something to worry over. wish me luck.
whenever i experience extreme lack of sleep i can pretty much expect some kind of break down, self doubt, fear, panic attack, something bad, etc to occur. today i'm going to try to stay aware of these feelings being caused by the no sleeping and not something to worry over. wish me luck.