when you haven't heard "I told you so" enough.
everyone keeps telling me I deserve better...but I keep eating the shit that is shoveled down my throat.
I don't want to anymore.
my favorite holiday was just another day. another stupid day, full of stupid things. I did watch the fireworks from the top of Bradford's ice cream truck with Lana and Alex, though. it felt better not to be alone, but I'm sure I was just a little shit, anyhow.
last year was so much better. for so many reasons.
I don't want to anymore.
my favorite holiday was just another day. another stupid day, full of stupid things. I did watch the fireworks from the top of Bradford's ice cream truck with Lana and Alex, though. it felt better not to be alone, but I'm sure I was just a little shit, anyhow.
last year was so much better. for so many reasons.