fuck you
listen, just because I'm a woman doesn't mean you should just fucking ignore me. sometimes I do have valid points. I'll admit that most of the time they are few and far between, but the ones I do have are pretty fucking big.
my friends were fucking discussing radiohead tonight. in depth. for some odd reason my opinion didn't matter, though neither of them had ever seen meeting people is easy. they decided to discuss the personality and musical natures of Thom York, having never seen the film. I bring up very powerful points, stuttering just to make them actually look at me, and they fucking ignore me.
yes, I realize that these are not the most important conversations in the world, but I think it's pretty fucking disgusting looking at the nature of things. my opinion was completely devalued simply based on the fact that the other two participants in the conversation (that I started) were drunken males.
yes, I will full well admit that most females don't have the best things to contribute to deeper topics about culture and all that shit, but that doesn't disclose them from the fact that they are human beings.
ugh.
I'm not friends with them anymore.
sometimes it really doesn't seem worth it to try and make friends with people. it's like I've already experienced every type of person, nothing is new, and no one will be any less of an asshole than I've already previously established.
this is probably just me being jaded, upset, and slightly intoxicated.
when did people stop having fun? when did everyone grow up and start having their own hidden agendas? when did I, myself, become guilty of these things as well?
goddamnit.
my friends were fucking discussing radiohead tonight. in depth. for some odd reason my opinion didn't matter, though neither of them had ever seen meeting people is easy. they decided to discuss the personality and musical natures of Thom York, having never seen the film. I bring up very powerful points, stuttering just to make them actually look at me, and they fucking ignore me.
yes, I realize that these are not the most important conversations in the world, but I think it's pretty fucking disgusting looking at the nature of things. my opinion was completely devalued simply based on the fact that the other two participants in the conversation (that I started) were drunken males.
yes, I will full well admit that most females don't have the best things to contribute to deeper topics about culture and all that shit, but that doesn't disclose them from the fact that they are human beings.
ugh.
I'm not friends with them anymore.
sometimes it really doesn't seem worth it to try and make friends with people. it's like I've already experienced every type of person, nothing is new, and no one will be any less of an asshole than I've already previously established.
this is probably just me being jaded, upset, and slightly intoxicated.
when did people stop having fun? when did everyone grow up and start having their own hidden agendas? when did I, myself, become guilty of these things as well?
goddamnit.