You complicate my heart, in a good way.

[pearlysimpson10]

I rack my brain every night for the answer of what the hell is going on between us. You've only been in town since last Thursday and you have already managed to drive my heart crazy, sending it on a roller coaster up and down between whether or not I should just forget about you totally, try to just be your friend, or well... I don't really know what. I'm madly in love with you, but there is nothing I can do about that cause I can't have you. I guess I should have left that with the memories of last summer, but I can't because with every mention of your name, with every glance towards you, my mind is suffocated with memories of the two of us together last summer. The things we did, the things you said, the places we went, all up to the clothes you wore. Those memories intertwine with my everyday thoughts. I can't get you out of my head. I'm addicted, and for what, you have a girlfriend, but in the end that wouldn't even matter because when it's time for you to go back home, you will be over 5,000 miles away from me again. My heart will ache to see you, but a year will never pass quick enough, though it passes slower than ever when it comes to the healing of the heart. You will always be the my first love, therefore, I will never stop loving you.
I wonder where things will go this summer between the two of us. So far, the start is confusing, but worth everything that my heart and mind are going through. I'm a fool, a fool for you.

Wow I'm lame.