i got shot in the foot, im not dead, but it still hurts like a mother father
how can things be so f***ing crappy?
austin is moving to delaware, who the hell goes to delaware, and i looked, just because i was curious to know, and the only boarding school up there that i could go to wont let me in because they dont accept students going into their senior year.....so now i will officially only get to see austin like twice a year at most....and thats an overestimant.....so shoot me now, in the foot, cuz im not dead, but it still hurts!
school seems like such a dream latley, i feel like i am just watching myself go throughout my day, like i dont really have control because i am not doing what i want to do.....so shoot me now, in the foot, cuz im not dead, but it still hurts!!!
i miss austin so much........ahhhhhhhh.....this is me sad :(.....so break me now, in the heart, cuz im not dead, but its a start!!!!
on the upside......i saw marydouglas today, yay!!!!!! and we went out to eat dinner and then we went to bible study, i missed laguna beach!!!!!! first time in my life, because my mom has started up the old rule of no tv during the week until im a genius, farewell laguna....*sigh*
i cant believe austin is actually moving, he is going to be so far away.....but i dont even think it's hit me yet....prolly wont until prom, when i realize that austin cant just jump a plane ride down so he can see me in a pretty dress, at a lame dance, with bad music, and shitty afterparties.....maybe its not that great...i guess i wont really know....
austin is moving to delaware, who the hell goes to delaware, and i looked, just because i was curious to know, and the only boarding school up there that i could go to wont let me in because they dont accept students going into their senior year.....so now i will officially only get to see austin like twice a year at most....and thats an overestimant.....so shoot me now, in the foot, cuz im not dead, but it still hurts!
school seems like such a dream latley, i feel like i am just watching myself go throughout my day, like i dont really have control because i am not doing what i want to do.....so shoot me now, in the foot, cuz im not dead, but it still hurts!!!
i miss austin so much........ahhhhhhhh.....this is me sad :(.....so break me now, in the heart, cuz im not dead, but its a start!!!!
on the upside......i saw marydouglas today, yay!!!!!! and we went out to eat dinner and then we went to bible study, i missed laguna beach!!!!!! first time in my life, because my mom has started up the old rule of no tv during the week until im a genius, farewell laguna....*sigh*
i cant believe austin is actually moving, he is going to be so far away.....but i dont even think it's hit me yet....prolly wont until prom, when i realize that austin cant just jump a plane ride down so he can see me in a pretty dress, at a lame dance, with bad music, and shitty afterparties.....maybe its not that great...i guess i wont really know....