Hello, anti-depression
Yes, I'm taking it again, along with five others. It's not really against depression, but some weird disease I seem to carry for now. It has tortured me for a whole month and you know what, it was terrible. I'm dizzy all day long and my body is very weak, yet I still have to work.
I am considering I need a long vacation, say, three weeks, to finally let my body and soul have their long-awaited rest. I still have no idea what kind of vacation it's going to be. On sick leave for that long - I don't know whether my doctor would say yes for that. But I'll have to try. I have been working for two years, hard, hard work without a moment of real rest. Now my body is throwing warning signals that it wants to be taking care of and loved and treated better.
I dreamed of Tallinn yesterday, the beautiful city. In my dreams it was snowing in June, beautiful and quiet as always. It's been a long time, but I always miss that city. I was free, and back to myself.
I am considering I need a long vacation, say, three weeks, to finally let my body and soul have their long-awaited rest. I still have no idea what kind of vacation it's going to be. On sick leave for that long - I don't know whether my doctor would say yes for that. But I'll have to try. I have been working for two years, hard, hard work without a moment of real rest. Now my body is throwing warning signals that it wants to be taking care of and loved and treated better.
I dreamed of Tallinn yesterday, the beautiful city. In my dreams it was snowing in June, beautiful and quiet as always. It's been a long time, but I always miss that city. I was free, and back to myself.