Aug 30, 2006 02:00
Okay so it's been a very very very very long time since I've been on LJ. Mmmmmmm there has been quite a bit that has happened. I am now taking classes at Northeast State for the Fall Semester, and I miss Emory much more than I thought I would. Okay I miss the most of the people that I thought I would as much as I thought I would... or more. But dang, didn't think I would miss the campus and such. lol... oh well... I've been working at Wal Mart all summer, it's okay but sometimes I would like to hand my name tag and smock in and just leave. Sigh... if I didn't need the money I would.
I have also met some new really cool friends who have fast become best friends to me. One of which, of course I fell for and then found out that well... lol he likes the boys too. Story of my life eh? He hehehehehe I would say that I wouldn't have it any other way but that would be telling a lie... still I love him just the way that he is and I am his fag hag. Yay!!! I've graduated from being a general one to having someone specific... I love my Caleb, Ashley, and Emily so much... hehehehehehe...
I tell you too... I've been groped, licked, kissed (pecks) etc... lately more than I have in a long long long time yet all of it has been by gay males... sigh... hehehehehe... I've had fun though. These are some really good friends. I'm just not having any luck in the romance department. Though have I ever? I don't think so. But in the friendship department I think I have had a great hand dealt to me... all except one but there is always one that doesn't work out for some reason though I still care much for that person.
Yesterday was Mama's birthday and yeah... it didn't go too great for me. I mean I started classes, got financial aid stuff straightened out and such, but I had to work... Afterwards though I went to Caleb's and got drunk. That was the first time in about 3 or 4 years that I've been drunk, not since that one Halloween. Yeah, but I didnt' get so drunk this time that I don't remember what happened. Well there are places that I don't quite remember everything but still, better than a huge black space. Caleb has told me that he wants to get me drunk again, that "Drunk Arlie is fun." And I was even in a crying mood at times during it. Well I was crying because of saddness and laughing at him at the same time. Or laughing at something that we had just done, or something to that effect. I think that I am pretty much a stapple here anymore as much as I've been here. Dang and I've only known him for a month. WoW! It seems that I've known him for so much longer than just a month. damn. okay that just gave me a bit of a moment.
Oh and I've started going to Newbies pretty regularly with him and Ashley and Emily. I even had a bartender ask me a few questions that made me turn so many shades of red I went back to normal color. That's pretty bad. LoL.... If you really want to know you can ask Caleb about it. I ain't tellin.
Well I think that is a decent update. I will try to do a bit more when a I can.
Hugs to you all.
Miss you bunches those I haven't seen in awhile.
Arlie