GAH
Ok, blah... I hate depression. But is ok now, I have my meds but still today SUCKS!
All I want to do is curl up and cry or sleep and not ever get out of bed again. Grrrrr. I hate myself when I am like this. Gah, maybe it's a good thing I agreed to work from 4-8 and from 11-1 this evening and tonight. It gets me out of my room and I can't well I guess wallow is the word for it. But damnit I want to.
Still I need to read for Bioethics well at least more for it, as well as for Child Development. I got my dance stuff ordered and should be here Like Tuesday or Wednesday so will have to talk to my dance instructor about that. $100 for a leotard, tights, and dance sneakers. GAH I hate being plussized sometimes because of the price of clothing. Ah well, I am doing more this year to loose weight. No more taking my car everywhere. (That's also because of gas as well.) So walking all the way to MS and back to the room. Also I am taking dance class as well as movement class which will work me out decently for about four hours per class each week. And I am going to try to get to the gym either in King Center or Martin Brock each weekend. (TRY is the operative word there.)
Well I think I might have to make myself but I need food well meh anyways.
Love to all, and Happy Birthday to Mama
All I want to do is curl up and cry or sleep and not ever get out of bed again. Grrrrr. I hate myself when I am like this. Gah, maybe it's a good thing I agreed to work from 4-8 and from 11-1 this evening and tonight. It gets me out of my room and I can't well I guess wallow is the word for it. But damnit I want to.
Still I need to read for Bioethics well at least more for it, as well as for Child Development. I got my dance stuff ordered and should be here Like Tuesday or Wednesday so will have to talk to my dance instructor about that. $100 for a leotard, tights, and dance sneakers. GAH I hate being plussized sometimes because of the price of clothing. Ah well, I am doing more this year to loose weight. No more taking my car everywhere. (That's also because of gas as well.) So walking all the way to MS and back to the room. Also I am taking dance class as well as movement class which will work me out decently for about four hours per class each week. And I am going to try to get to the gym either in King Center or Martin Brock each weekend. (TRY is the operative word there.)
Well I think I might have to make myself but I need food well meh anyways.
Love to all, and Happy Birthday to Mama