Dec 05, 2006 22:08
quick entry.
lately i've been so tired and no matter how much i sleep i can never seem not tired even on weekends ,maybe cuz i'm thinkin bout HIM.
i' aint giona name him but i have this guy who likes me and is tryin to get me to be his gf but i only seem him as a friend but i cant find the courage 2 do so so i told him i like him back sorta ... a little so now i avoid him at all cost. its sad really because i'm not one 2 runaway from my problem(S).
now i gott this other guy who i sorta like and who i think likes me but i said i've give up on him cuz he isnt worth it (HE isn't lol) but he's so hot and nice and funny but kinda a jerk sometimes but i always wanted to impress him so i only wore clothes that i like AND he likes. dont get me rong but i didn't chage 4 him but i didn't wear weird stuff. only stuff that made me look good. so now i'm tryin 2 keep him from my mind and live but he keeps teasin me like he used 2 so now i just ignore him and act like he is wall paper so hell tryin 2 flirt wit me some more.
ps. just so u kniw sometime i do used msn speak and soetime i dont, depends on how fast i'm typing and how far the key is away and how fast in can rite my thought/problems down before they leave my head.
later,
its bed time
PEW