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Wow, I have so been neglecting this place.
There is good reason. Absolutely nothing has been going on. I work, come home, watch some tv, go to bed. Repeat and rinse. I feel like I haven't seen Willie in months. Evenings I have off, he's working, evenings he's off, I'm working or at his buddy's place playing Burnout Paradise. We did however go to the theater the other week to see Dark Knight. With 3 other people. It was expensive as hell, but we got out of the house, together. I feel like we're losing each other. We're not as connected as we used to be. We just can't do anything or go anywhere. It's too expensive to get anything done. We are back a few months with the bills. But I keep saying as long as the mortgage is paid and the power, I don't really care about getting the full payment on the rest. But deep down I think I do. I am back paying $150 on the power, when my bill is only $77, it just doesn't make sense.
And because my dad doesn't want to pay my car insurance anymore, I have that extra burden on my wallet. He keeps asking if I need any money, I'm scared to say yes because I will have to pay it back and he will bitch about having no money, "My bank account is dropping awful fast." or when I pay the bills for him, because he hasn't learned how to do it himself, he wants to know why such a large amount has been withdrawn, and trying to explain to him why this and that are coming out, it's like telling a child why Santa isn't real. UGH!
It's been doing nothing but raining here for the last month it seems. Part of me wonders if this is the 40 days of rain they talk about it the Bible, I wouldn't know, I haven't read it myself. I haven't been able to cut my grass in 3 weeks and it looks awful. I went to cut it the other day, but I did the trim around the house in the morning, and had full intentions on cutting it in the evening while it was a little cooler, but of course, it started to rain, and then I had to work for the next few days, and it's been non stop rain since.
And of course, because it's raining, this is the week Willie and I are on holidays, and the kids are coming up for a visit. They will be spending Tuesday night at his parent's and they better be staying here Wed, Thurs, and Friday nights, and probably back at his parents Saturday night. Kids mom will be picking them up on Sunday. I really wish they could stay longer, maybe next year. I would love to have them for a whole month. Maybe...
Willie will also be losing his job by the end of December. They are in a month to month lease with the mall until then. I guess the head honcho from Toronto was in the province in St John, looking for a place to put a BRAND NEW store, along with the one that is already there, but they are going to close this one. What sense does that make?? They already closed the one in Bathurst, one in Fredericton, and another one I think. The ever deteriorating mall has lost it's second largest store and there has been no reason to come to it anymore, that and the fact that CrapMart is making this little town think that they are god and everyone should hail them. Everyone is leaving this town because there is nothing here. And it's all because of CrapMart. We should have never let that place in here.
There is good reason. Absolutely nothing has been going on. I work, come home, watch some tv, go to bed. Repeat and rinse. I feel like I haven't seen Willie in months. Evenings I have off, he's working, evenings he's off, I'm working or at his buddy's place playing Burnout Paradise. We did however go to the theater the other week to see Dark Knight. With 3 other people. It was expensive as hell, but we got out of the house, together. I feel like we're losing each other. We're not as connected as we used to be. We just can't do anything or go anywhere. It's too expensive to get anything done. We are back a few months with the bills. But I keep saying as long as the mortgage is paid and the power, I don't really care about getting the full payment on the rest. But deep down I think I do. I am back paying $150 on the power, when my bill is only $77, it just doesn't make sense.
And because my dad doesn't want to pay my car insurance anymore, I have that extra burden on my wallet. He keeps asking if I need any money, I'm scared to say yes because I will have to pay it back and he will bitch about having no money, "My bank account is dropping awful fast." or when I pay the bills for him, because he hasn't learned how to do it himself, he wants to know why such a large amount has been withdrawn, and trying to explain to him why this and that are coming out, it's like telling a child why Santa isn't real. UGH!
It's been doing nothing but raining here for the last month it seems. Part of me wonders if this is the 40 days of rain they talk about it the Bible, I wouldn't know, I haven't read it myself. I haven't been able to cut my grass in 3 weeks and it looks awful. I went to cut it the other day, but I did the trim around the house in the morning, and had full intentions on cutting it in the evening while it was a little cooler, but of course, it started to rain, and then I had to work for the next few days, and it's been non stop rain since.
And of course, because it's raining, this is the week Willie and I are on holidays, and the kids are coming up for a visit. They will be spending Tuesday night at his parent's and they better be staying here Wed, Thurs, and Friday nights, and probably back at his parents Saturday night. Kids mom will be picking them up on Sunday. I really wish they could stay longer, maybe next year. I would love to have them for a whole month. Maybe...
Willie will also be losing his job by the end of December. They are in a month to month lease with the mall until then. I guess the head honcho from Toronto was in the province in St John, looking for a place to put a BRAND NEW store, along with the one that is already there, but they are going to close this one. What sense does that make?? They already closed the one in Bathurst, one in Fredericton, and another one I think. The ever deteriorating mall has lost it's second largest store and there has been no reason to come to it anymore, that and the fact that CrapMart is making this little town think that they are god and everyone should hail them. Everyone is leaving this town because there is nothing here. And it's all because of CrapMart. We should have never let that place in here.