God, did I screw up again?
Sorry I haven't updated in well... FOREVER. But I've been busy, my squishy meat babies. I have acquired a position of work. Namely, I am a cashier at a local office supply store. WACOM BAMBOO TABLET! HERE I COME! Anyway, enough on the bore that is my life as of today.
I must detail to you my latest fuck-up. SO! I have been playing Pirates of the Caribbean Online for more than two years as a beta tester for the game. And over the whiles, I've met my fair share of awesome pirates. One in particular has caught my interest. So I started to get to know him and stuff. I even allowed him to have a star role in one of my comics on deviantart. But this is where the issue lays. Another friend of mine asked in a comment if I'm obsessed with the guy. And I answered, dumbly, for all eyes to see, 'A little. Yeah.' *Kicks self in the head* HOW STUPID CAN I BE?! For Pete's sake! *headdesk* So, two days ago, he finally sees this little tidbit of information. And thinks I'm 'funny' for thinking that. HOW IS THAT FUNNY!?~!?!!?!? *headdesk* He said not in a 'haha' kind of way. BUT STILL! It's not funny. At all. >> I do like him. A little more than I probably should. But it's his damn fault. He's too nice. How often do you find a really nice guy online that just wants to be your friend and nerd out with you? HUH?! HOW OFTEN DOES THAT HAPPEN!? But anyway... Yeah. That was two days ago. I talked to him during the day yesterday before I salied forth to the work place. But after I got home, where we usually talk until 3 or 4 in the morning my time, I get nothing. And now he's online today, but isn't even touching the computer. He's been idle for forever now. And he isn't even touching his account on TT*... Is he trying to avoid me? Or am I just freaking out over nothing? What's wrong with a little e-crush, eh? The thing that really gets me though, is that it seems that he was lurking on my page the other day too... Otherwise, why would he even see that? Was he just snooping around? Or was he looking at the picture again? Or what?! God bless america... *headdesk* And I have a sneaking suspicion he's the new member on my roleplaying forum. But... Why would he join that, huh? Does he maybe want to know more about me than he lets on? Or maybe it isn't him. But... if it is... Why? I just want to know why... Does he like me like I like him? GAH! I HATE STUFF LIKE THIS! IT FUCKS WITH ME TOO MUCH! *headdesk* I couldn't stop thinking about him at work...
LOVE. LIVE. DIE.
~ RAVEN
*TT=toontown
I must detail to you my latest fuck-up. SO! I have been playing Pirates of the Caribbean Online for more than two years as a beta tester for the game. And over the whiles, I've met my fair share of awesome pirates. One in particular has caught my interest. So I started to get to know him and stuff. I even allowed him to have a star role in one of my comics on deviantart. But this is where the issue lays. Another friend of mine asked in a comment if I'm obsessed with the guy. And I answered, dumbly, for all eyes to see, 'A little. Yeah.' *Kicks self in the head* HOW STUPID CAN I BE?! For Pete's sake! *headdesk* So, two days ago, he finally sees this little tidbit of information. And thinks I'm 'funny' for thinking that. HOW IS THAT FUNNY!?~!?!!?!? *headdesk* He said not in a 'haha' kind of way. BUT STILL! It's not funny. At all. >> I do like him. A little more than I probably should. But it's his damn fault. He's too nice. How often do you find a really nice guy online that just wants to be your friend and nerd out with you? HUH?! HOW OFTEN DOES THAT HAPPEN!? But anyway... Yeah. That was two days ago. I talked to him during the day yesterday before I salied forth to the work place. But after I got home, where we usually talk until 3 or 4 in the morning my time, I get nothing. And now he's online today, but isn't even touching the computer. He's been idle for forever now. And he isn't even touching his account on TT*... Is he trying to avoid me? Or am I just freaking out over nothing? What's wrong with a little e-crush, eh? The thing that really gets me though, is that it seems that he was lurking on my page the other day too... Otherwise, why would he even see that? Was he just snooping around? Or was he looking at the picture again? Or what?! God bless america... *headdesk* And I have a sneaking suspicion he's the new member on my roleplaying forum. But... Why would he join that, huh? Does he maybe want to know more about me than he lets on? Or maybe it isn't him. But... if it is... Why? I just want to know why... Does he like me like I like him? GAH! I HATE STUFF LIKE THIS! IT FUCKS WITH ME TOO MUCH! *headdesk* I couldn't stop thinking about him at work...
LOVE. LIVE. DIE.
~ RAVEN
*TT=toontown