Apr 15, 2003 11:37
its kinda been a while...hard weekend...its all fun and games until the shit hits the fan...i cant stand seeing her sad...shes such a beautiful soul...i have never been so scared in my life...you never think shit like this happens to you and then there's that overflowing bottle of truth that follows...amazing the way it all works out in the end...all it was...was a bottle...followed by a taxi ride...and rain...its like someone dropped a boulder into that bottle in my head and everything just overflowed leaving me with pure instinct...i cant even think...nothing makes sense anymore...the truth has become lies...and my sober head is drunk with apprehensions...im tired of being depressed...