Jan 02, 2006 02:27
love to me is when you can be totally natural around a person and not care what that person may think of you even if you do the craziest thing. you dont care who sees you in public, and prefer the persons company above the company of others. you feel guilty if you catch yourself flirting with someone else, or someone else flirting with you. you feel like you have a responsibility to tell that one person everything because you need to be totally honest at all costs, even if it may be detrimental you still would need to tell the person because you want them to love you in the same unconditional way, and hope they would forgive you and understand if it were a mistake or not. then of course, you dont care about self image around them because you hope they love you for you, and not an image. you would jump in front of a bullet and would rather see yourself suffer than see them feel even the smallest amount of emotional pain, or physical pain. you wish to see them happy whether it be with you or someone else, and all you care about is their well-being and emotional status. It's wanting to know someone entirely. It's wanting to learn and re-learn every single thing that makes them who they are.
so the start of the new year was quite interesting. let me tell you, it was different.
can already tell 2006 will be frustrating. but we will all make it through.
life goes on. no burdens? no hardships? heaven?
keep dreaming. keep dreaming.