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i have the most undescribable feeling right now. its so confusing. i feel lonely but i know that there are people who care for me and who i can turn to but its like they dont exist right now. i mean i even have a girlfriend, to the best of my knowledge, but its kind of complicated. its just really bothering me right now. i also feel as if im losing a lot of my friends for no good reason. like our friendship died and either i or the other person doesnt care. i feel like this about a lot of my friendships right now. hopefully this is just one huge phase. please though, anyone, help me.