oh dear
I fall asleep the way I do, trying to feel two arms around me. It never works though, it's not something I'd recommend. The only reasons for being held are essential to having someone else do it, when you're feeling both sensations at a time, it's just unrealistic. The excitement of it is gone, the unpredictability of other fingers on you is something you just can't do yourself. You can't comfort yourself either, the best way to do that is to stop thinking and let go and just fall into the arms, and you just can't.
I really can't explain this way I want to.
To cause excitement in someone or feel someone let themselves go and fall into you would be really nice too.
But it's just that heavy heart, and for the same reason, I'm shaped the way I am.
I really can't explain this way I want to.
To cause excitement in someone or feel someone let themselves go and fall into you would be really nice too.
But it's just that heavy heart, and for the same reason, I'm shaped the way I am.