dribble
Cant go to sleep
i just keep thinking the same things over and over again
like how it feels like i'm already starting over, and i'm only a senior in highschool
i thought this feeling was supposed to happen a year from now?
everyone is gone
my best friend is leaving friday
my little comfort group of the past three years is gone gone gone.
chris is gone
tomas is gone
amanda is gone.
i miss those pool parties.
you don't really realize how good you had it until your thinking about it when trying to go to sleep.
like those first several car rides to new orleans. so many awful things were happening but we were happy
last year i was still discovering dylan. i think i was still in the folk phase
egads.
i thought i had found someone special.
i was a very happy person at this time
and two summer agos i had discover that i could actually fit in with a group of people, so long as it wasn't a religion one. i was shocked someone would actually be interested in me
there were people who would find me completly normal.
brooke, rasheda, laurel, all those crazy boys
so many good memories. even the RAs provided a few good laughs
this summer
i met some of the best girls of my life. i had never had a real group of gfs who i did everything with, who i joked with and just was myself, until 3 months ago.
but as always with my luck, they're now spread across the country or other countries entirely.
i found i was actually more at home in a huuuuuuuuuuuuge city then in my own hometown
i jumped far beyond what i thought i could achieve artistically.
i'm still pretty lonely though.
i'm not sure how im going to get by this year. i feel like i'm starting over from scratch but without any of the benefits of that.
sometimes you just want something you know your not mature enough to handle simply because your tired of waiting.
i guess this is the result of not being able to sleep since i didn't get up till 11 am.
yeek it's nippy noodles in here.
i just keep thinking the same things over and over again
like how it feels like i'm already starting over, and i'm only a senior in highschool
i thought this feeling was supposed to happen a year from now?
everyone is gone
my best friend is leaving friday
my little comfort group of the past three years is gone gone gone.
chris is gone
tomas is gone
amanda is gone.
i miss those pool parties.
you don't really realize how good you had it until your thinking about it when trying to go to sleep.
like those first several car rides to new orleans. so many awful things were happening but we were happy
last year i was still discovering dylan. i think i was still in the folk phase
egads.
i thought i had found someone special.
i was a very happy person at this time
and two summer agos i had discover that i could actually fit in with a group of people, so long as it wasn't a religion one. i was shocked someone would actually be interested in me
there were people who would find me completly normal.
brooke, rasheda, laurel, all those crazy boys
so many good memories. even the RAs provided a few good laughs
this summer
i met some of the best girls of my life. i had never had a real group of gfs who i did everything with, who i joked with and just was myself, until 3 months ago.
but as always with my luck, they're now spread across the country or other countries entirely.
i found i was actually more at home in a huuuuuuuuuuuuge city then in my own hometown
i jumped far beyond what i thought i could achieve artistically.
i'm still pretty lonely though.
i'm not sure how im going to get by this year. i feel like i'm starting over from scratch but without any of the benefits of that.
sometimes you just want something you know your not mature enough to handle simply because your tired of waiting.
i guess this is the result of not being able to sleep since i didn't get up till 11 am.
yeek it's nippy noodles in here.