Nov 14, 2005 13:15
Sometimes I cant tell what is going on inside my head, but I am pretty sure I am playing with fire. I am getting frustrated with 2 things here, and I dont have the balls to bring it up to Mariken. I dont know why, both frustrations are small and easily changed, but yet again, I am afraid of sticking up for myself. I think things are different now because I dont have anything to look forward to for a couple of months, and dealing with Edna's death in addition to Chris is a bit overwhelming. I just need to get by one day at a time right? On day at a time.
Survey: what should I do next year, after I am done living with the crazy family?