bad day
So,
i start out my day crying because i had a bad dream. It wasn't a bad dream, but it got my hopes up. it was the worse feeling to wake up to. i end up ditching all my classes today and not turning in my assignment, and i really don't feel like explainging it to my teacher either. today's my brother's birthday. ALL of my family is out of town besides me....so i'm taking him out to a movie. I haven't left my bed yet today, and my room is a big mess. I really can't get myself to leave my room.
all the pity problems i'm going through or have gone through seem pointless. as of lately they do.
the person i miss the most is gone forever. i keep thinking in circles.
i start out my day crying because i had a bad dream. It wasn't a bad dream, but it got my hopes up. it was the worse feeling to wake up to. i end up ditching all my classes today and not turning in my assignment, and i really don't feel like explainging it to my teacher either. today's my brother's birthday. ALL of my family is out of town besides me....so i'm taking him out to a movie. I haven't left my bed yet today, and my room is a big mess. I really can't get myself to leave my room.
all the pity problems i'm going through or have gone through seem pointless. as of lately they do.
the person i miss the most is gone forever. i keep thinking in circles.