just go to bed.
omg, why do my parents stay up so much longer when I want them to go to bed? my dad has fucking stressed me out to the max right now, I need a cigarette before I explode, im shaking. my problem is he keeps dropping a bomb in my life's plans and expecting me to come up with a solution to it the minute he says something, and won't leave me alone until I say something or just walk away. he knows I smoke and he knows I wont smoke in front of him, the only condition he laid down. So he fucking walks around aimlessly until he thinks im asleep or he is too tired to stay up. This is not really helping my quitting. its just making me want to open my window and light up a cigarette in the house. now he came upstairs to talk to me, im just tired and stressed, I need a cigarette, and now he has pretty much chased me upstairs. he is now blocking the stairs with the fucking ironing board. he is about to iron clothes. wtf. he doesn't do any of the laundry, but at 10:40 pm he decides he wants to iron? coincidence? I think not. go to bed, because you will give up before I do, I can't sleep im too tense.