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I got into it with my mom today, well about an hour and a half ago, I walked out and I went back to get my stuff. I just want it to be over right now. Im so tired of it and I want it all to go away. can't it be quiet for once? I need it all to end, it will, I know, tomorrow will be another day, one I won't see, but its a new one all the same. I've got to go im not making any sense, I just took some sleeping pills about 10 minutes ago, and my leg feels a little numb, haha. and I have to get in bed, im so fucking cold. the funny thing is I was starting to fall for kevin, I can feel it. I don't want to hurt him but I can't keep doing it anymore. I am so sick of it. life sucks right now and it won't get better. its over, well actually its not but i wish it were, it will be over soon, but not soon enough for me as you can tell im sure. bye.