and I was right...
So it turns out the whole time I've been talking to Josh he had a boyfriend, who he failed to mention. In fact, he told me he didn't have a boyfriend. A flat out lie he told me. Why is it that I have to be right about this? Why do I have to know that no matter how good they seem or how they try to make you think they are, they will all lie to you, and they will all tell you only what you want to hear. They will all break your heart and thats why no relationship will ever last. Ever. When someone says they are single, they're not. When someone says they just want to cuddle, they try more. When someone says you are the only one they want to be with, they have five other guys on the side. Do not be fooled, search for the truth, its there somewhere, you just have to find it. No guy will tell you the truth, no guy will ever just want to cuddle, no guy will be happy with what he's got. I'm not. I'm not happy with what I've got. At least I'm honest about it. I hate guys. Whatever. At least he told me. And they broke up, they were already on the rocks, but they broke up this past weekend and so Josh decided to tell me because he felt bad about the whole thing...