Feb 08, 2006 15:43
ive been contemplating this for awhile and catn come up with an answer. is it truly possible to like someone you are not attracted to. yes i know everyone would love to be able to say that i dont date for looks just personality but lets be real can you do something with someone you cant look at and feel something. can your attraction for someone change? is there a way to make youself feel attracted to someone when thats all you need to be able to have something great. charlote from sex and the city seemed to be able to do this but how ( i only make this reverence because i happened to see this last night) to see myslef hurting someone becuase i cant return the feelings makes me want this even more. i never see it happening even if it something i want. i guess its true when they say you cant always get what you want.
ok im tired of this too much stress all at once. bid day is the 10th. silience started last night. i dont think i will make it in. im only rushing one and untill last night alot of them thought i was rushing someone else which makes my chances less. i never thought i would want to be in a soroity but now it seems to be the only thing that will make me happy at the time.
spring break needs to happen now so i can just leave this and be in italy for a week
advise?