Oct 16, 2005 20:36
well so im stressed and not very happy so i decided to update. well ive come to the conclusion that my room mate isnt too bright when it comes to guys and well no longer try to give her advice because she never takes it. i can feel some huge drama coming soon with her and her bf but whatever i will just go to austin or something when it happens.
speeking of austin i kinda miss it and wonder why im not there. san antonio is great and all but i dunno if its really the best place for me. i no longer think i want to stay in bio but we shall see.
ok so ill talk about this weekend. i went to houston cuz all my room mates left and decided i needed to see my mom and friends i havent seen in awhile even though i really didnt see that many ppl. but friday i hung out with elvis and just chilled. oh and got lupe tortillas which was awesome. i left my leftover at home and am kinda mad about that cuz i really want them now. but anyways sat i went shopping with my sis and did some laundry. went and saw liam and made elvis come because i cant be alone with him. not that anything would ever happen but i just get the feeling that he likes me more than friends and i tend to lead him on. but it was still good to see him. yea i dunno what to do with him or my own feelings for someone who i just cant seem to get rid of. i need to find a way to be just friends with guys with out them thinking i like them or me actually likeing them. maybe you cant really be friends with ppl you hooked up with without it being akward. no matter how hard you try theres always that in the back of your head that makes it weird. but whatever. i cant wait till thanksgiving. ok im done