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first i would liked to thank to people in the past month and half. First melissa, thank you for your help and understanding with the delima in my heart. i appreciate your help in figureing out what i needed to do to get on with what is best for me. thanx for the gifts and everything else, the advice, and the comfort of a friend when i needed one. haven't known you for long and i am going ot miss you when i move to austin in the spring, but i will remember you always as a good friend who helped a stranger when he was in need. thanx a bunch. and to josh the only friend who never has done any wrong to me, our ideas and attitudes have clashed but nothing has ever gotten in between us and he's never fucked me over or disrespected me. or aleast intentionally sometimes he just doesn't know how to joke around. you've been a good friend and i will miss you the most of all. i will miss my newly aquired friend justin, i will miss sheila, i will miss my buddy eric, miss jordan, john wheeler, lauren wheeler, and all you other mothers at there that i have had some kind of special events with. i will miss you all greatly. and to the last amber... i will never forget your face but mine i am afraid will be soon forgotten with the coming of years and new found loves. i am having thanksgiving dinner for whoever wants to come on over. i am cooking dinner for you all. its was suppose to be for me and somebody but i don't want to share that day with somebody elses heart. thats just to hard for me to take. anywayz happy thanksgiving and i apologize for hurting whoever i have hurt, please forgive me for my selfish actions and the pain i have givin you. and lets stay in contact if we can its gonig to be lonly in austin. and lets get to that. i am moving to austin for a new life, new experiences and getting away from a very dangerous addiction, love. i have good hopes. my brother has a job waiting for me in his company can't wait 15$ an hour 55 hours a week. is great. better than subway. well i gotta go i'll miss you all greatly love carter
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