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There is so much I need to be doing right now.
It's much harder for me to move forward with this moving thing when I'm not being backed up by anybody. I guess they're standing on one side of the fence hoping that I'll see that as a glaring and obvious reason that I just shouldn't do it while I'm on the other side wishing that they could agree to let me live the way I want and to understand that I'm not trying to hurt anybody. Just trying to do my own thing.
It really doesn't help matters that my father literally begged me to stay.
I should've rented a bigger apartment, because I don't know where I'm gonna put all this guilt.
It's much harder for me to move forward with this moving thing when I'm not being backed up by anybody. I guess they're standing on one side of the fence hoping that I'll see that as a glaring and obvious reason that I just shouldn't do it while I'm on the other side wishing that they could agree to let me live the way I want and to understand that I'm not trying to hurt anybody. Just trying to do my own thing.
It really doesn't help matters that my father literally begged me to stay.
I should've rented a bigger apartment, because I don't know where I'm gonna put all this guilt.