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So... my life is not organized and I am really trying not to freak out about it. I don't know how to gage the difficulty of my classes yet because we haven't taken any tests and I can't figure out a neat system for notes. I like it better when everything the professor wants to say is on the slide. It seems like the majority of my professors are way too talkative and I'm struggling to figure out what's relevant and what isn't. Sometimes I bring out the hiliter when the teacher repeats something, or says something louder. I've come to the conclusion that subconsciously, the professors want their students to do well. And when they lecture, they emphasize what is most important to them, thus what will on the exams, which makes it most important to us. Sometimes they build up a point with asking the students questions, sometimes rhetorical, and then they crescendo into this beautiful explanation of homeostasis and how it is key. Otherwise, I'm not comfortable with my study habits for the semester yet. On a side note, I am so upset with how many people are at State this semester, I have road rage right now just thinking about it. Since when do I have to fight for parking at 8 am? Never before, and I've been at State for a while! I'm REALLY hoping that it's just because it's still the second week of school. Honestly though. If I have to wake up almost three hours early, that's three hours more of sleep that I could have had, making me less irritable, drowsy, scatter-brained and stressed out for the day. That's been bothering me... it's way too crowded.

I've pretty much realized that I'm going to have to quit my job. I'm sad to go- I LOVE Starbucks. But it's just not a priority. I think I'll be able to survive off of my savings for a couple of months. It'll suck, but I gotta do it. Next semester will be so much better. I'm meeting a lot more people... even have a lunch group. Love it. I really have to sleep. Well, read first, then sleep.