Why do I have to be me?
I hate how absolutely awkward I am most of the time. Did you know that for every awkward post/reply there is at least five to ten minutes of thought?!? And then I spend an hour or so wishing I hadn't said anything because I'm afraid of rejection! I wish I could be better with people, or maybe more interesting. I'm kind of a thread killer... and so on and so forth. I try, but I just can't be less awkward. I just don't know when and what to do, so yeah, just please please please tell me what I could do to make things better? Or when I'm babbling like I'm doing now... Etc. I'm done for now.