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I thought bout alot of people today. I guess it was because a couple of days ago I passed by my elementary school and remembered when my biggest problem was to get in a straight line when the bell rang. As I passed by, I just wanted to laugh,my life has changed so much, not living in the same neighboorhood, not living in the same city, going to different high schools, it was all different from those perfect elementary school time. Its all so stupid what I live now. Seriously why the hell worry about things you can't control. Lol I read other people lives journals and smiled because everyyyyyyyyyyyyybody going through the same crap. If someone else is going through what Im going through... it makes me feel sane. At least Im not the only one who thinks the same. Yet at the same time I wonder, why will people hurt other people the way they do? Some people are just to freakin retarted and what to have everything there own way. Yet I find myself being one of them. If something happens to me I want to have someone to fall back on .. haha.. ohh it sounds so ridicoulous when i write it down but I guess thats what I have to do. I have to see that realying on others for happiness is pointless. Happiness will only come with my securities, and thank you God for allowing me to see them. Im not so boring after all :-P lol just kidding. Hahaha Merry Christmas.. good old livejournal and thanx for everything. (If anyone comments on my weirdness your dead)