yeah
i hate being at work...im a little sloshed right now...well A LOT sloshed right now... i hate being here like this, i dont know why i do this to myself....i guess because in the morning, the thought of me coming here gets me sad and angry and i hate it so i get "sloshed" before i come here... i didnt think it was a lot...but apparently it was... now i have to deal with the rest of the day..unless i get "sick" and have to leave early...but by the time i do that...it will have warn off.. whatever
i talked to taylor last night and we decided that we will move in the next 3 months..i forgot that we have our tax money coming to us before april so that will be a HUGE help... i can't wait!! i'm going to try in the mean time to get a job at the porn distrubutor so that i can be making a ton of money..im going to call my mom later and see if she has the number on her..i HOPE she does so that i can call today and see if they have openings... i just need to get the hell out of here...that's all that i know... i want to go home... i really have the strongest feeling of hate right now and wanting to go home... i wish i could drive and that i had my car..i wish i had called out today...but on the other hand..im glad i didnt..id be in more trouble that way....whatever..i have to learn to suck it up and deal with it... ugh back to work....yay! haha that's a DEFINITE sarcastic remark...
fuck this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm seriously doing a cartwheel out the door when i leave!!
watch me!
ash
i talked to taylor last night and we decided that we will move in the next 3 months..i forgot that we have our tax money coming to us before april so that will be a HUGE help... i can't wait!! i'm going to try in the mean time to get a job at the porn distrubutor so that i can be making a ton of money..im going to call my mom later and see if she has the number on her..i HOPE she does so that i can call today and see if they have openings... i just need to get the hell out of here...that's all that i know... i want to go home... i really have the strongest feeling of hate right now and wanting to go home... i wish i could drive and that i had my car..i wish i had called out today...but on the other hand..im glad i didnt..id be in more trouble that way....whatever..i have to learn to suck it up and deal with it... ugh back to work....yay! haha that's a DEFINITE sarcastic remark...
fuck this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm seriously doing a cartwheel out the door when i leave!!
watch me!
ash