Aug 15, 2005 16:12
wow, i am in such a good mood, well, kinda... k, here's what's going on ~ the james taylor concert was Amazing & it sucked all at the same time. James Taylor sounded amazing, & it was a good time fursure, lol, & Zach & me got felt up by a little girl w/ downs syndrome( is there an s on down?)i dunno, lol, but yeah, like the concert part was fun, but sum stuff after sucked fursure... Bridget, Zach, Tim, & i all went to Benitos & got sum food, then we came back to my house, which was fine, then people started getting real fucking gay, & started saying dumb shit... i'm so happy right now, why does it seem like every-1's out to get me?... there's a couple people out there who have been doing things like that... & ya know what, I'm sorry if you have problems w/ ur life but please don't try to ruin mine. i don't fuck shit up for you when you're happy, so Quit saying stupid shit. ** hey by the way, for everybody who hasn't talked to me in a while, & you think you know who i am now, but you really only know who i used to be... I've grown up alot in the last year, i'm not as crazy as i used to be, so please don't tell my boyfriend bullshit stories about me being sucha flirt...& if ur gonna say things like that to him n-e way, how bout u clarify on the whole flirt thing, instead of telling him stories & making me sound like a dumb slut... yeah, Just what he wants to hear b4 he goes to college, " hey Zach, ur g/fs a slut" cool, thanx, for every-1 out there who's into stupid things like that, i hope 1 day you fall in love, & people try to fuck shit up for you too... no, ya know what, i don't wish that on you, because it is THE WORST FEELING EVER... when you find some-1 that means the world to you, then people pull dumb shit like that, it breaks your heart, & to be honest, i don't think i would ever want anybody to ever feeel the way i did the other night.
now that that's outta my system... Zach is in california... he left the 14th at like 4:30 in the morning, he'll be back the 22nd but it still sux... last night i went & stayed the night with his sister amanda, we had SO MUCH FUN!!! it was out of control, wow, i love going over there, i feel like I'm so close w/ his family, like best friends w/ his sister, & so rEdiculousily in love w/ him... I'll write more abotu this later, i've got work in a half hour