Aug 03, 2005 15:40
so i have been drinking castor oil for the past two days and still no baby
what the fuck
why can't i go into labor?
all i want is for my son to be born
i want to know what he looks like and i want to hold him and love him and play with him
i have tried everything
but stil no baby
maybe i'll fuck like crazy
having sex induces labor
i know that i only have till the 18th of this month till my due date
but i want him out NOW
i am huge i went to the wic office today and the lady told me that i have gained 70 lbs
what the fuck
ican't believe i gained that much weight
but most of it is water weight and with brestfeeding i will loose a lot of it
o well in the end it will all be worth it
i will have my son who i will love very much
and i will be happy
that's all
i will have this baby by friday!!!!