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ok so i'm faced with one of the most important choices of my life. adam wants me to move down to ohio with him at the end of the month and dirk doesn't want me to go
yea i want to go because this is an experience that i may never get again and i am currently single and it's not like i'm in love with adam cuz i'm NOT and i never will be. but he is the father of my child and i am glad that he is making an effort to take responsiblity for his actions
on the other hand
dirk doesn't want me to go and we aren't together right now and i don't think that i s what he wants either but i have a life up here and i don't want to loose that.
i have my family and my friends up here and i have dirk
but we aren't together any more because i fucked up and i was stupid and i went out and slept with adam
adam is really mnaking an effort to be here for me and i love it because honestly i figured i would have to do this whole kid thing on my own. yea dirk would have been there but for how long? untill he didn't want to be a daddy anymore> and he could just up and leave. cuz that wouldn;t be his responsiblity.
i want a new life and i like the idea of being away.
but all i'm worried about right now is my family (me - my baby - and who ever decides to be daddy)
yea i want to go because this is an experience that i may never get again and i am currently single and it's not like i'm in love with adam cuz i'm NOT and i never will be. but he is the father of my child and i am glad that he is making an effort to take responsiblity for his actions
on the other hand
dirk doesn't want me to go and we aren't together right now and i don't think that i s what he wants either but i have a life up here and i don't want to loose that.
i have my family and my friends up here and i have dirk
but we aren't together any more because i fucked up and i was stupid and i went out and slept with adam
adam is really mnaking an effort to be here for me and i love it because honestly i figured i would have to do this whole kid thing on my own. yea dirk would have been there but for how long? untill he didn't want to be a daddy anymore> and he could just up and leave. cuz that wouldn;t be his responsiblity.
i want a new life and i like the idea of being away.
but all i'm worried about right now is my family (me - my baby - and who ever decides to be daddy)