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[peanut115]

so yea i'm really pissed right now
i just found out from two ppl that adam plans on shipping me and aj back to michigan after he is born for three months so he can finish school and then come back up there and live at his mom's house

i am NOT living with his mom

my child will NOT grow up with out a father weather it be for 3 months or 3 years
i grew up with out my dad being around all the time and it fuckin sucks
and aj won't even know who his dad is

i will not do it
and that is all there is to it
aj Will have his dad around
and adam can fuck off

and why in the hell didn't he say anything to me about it?
why does he have to talk to heather about it?
maybe he should just have a fuckin kid with her
he talks to her more than he talks to me'
and he seems to be way more attracted to her
so fuck him

omg i am so pissed at him right now

how in the hell am i going to afford diapers and formula?
i can't work and take care of a newborn all by myself
that is not going to work
and i don't want to live with his fuckin mom
i don't even know her and i really don't want to
i just don't get it
why wouldn't he tell me about it?
why wouldn't he ask me first before he talked to heather?

i am so pissed
maybe i'll just move back in with my mom and dad
that would solve everything