don't waste your time
So it seems my eyes are bigger than my stomach. Self-discipline is an elusive little wench.
Work sucks. Right now I'm going on 3 weeks straight without ONE day off. I think my boss is hiring some new girl to work tomorrow, so my hours are going to get cut once more. :sigh:
Christmas is around the corner and I only wish I wasn't so poor this year, this is the first year I don't feel 'in season'. I wish I had a huge tree to decorate and lights to hang and parties to go to and carols to sing and gifts to buy and give out, and whatever the fuck else I'm not doing this year.
I'm going to Middletown on Friday to renew my i.d. and set up an appointment for a license exam. Way to be a 20 year old carless loser. I desperately need some self-confidence.
This weather has me in the most peculiar of moods. I'm not sad but I'm not happy. I'm sometimes tired but I can't sleep nights. I'm restless yet I dont want to do anything. I've been lazy and yet I yearn to be productive. I'm just too lazy to get started. And wait, let me bitch some more. Winter sucks. I want summer again. :(
Work sucks. Right now I'm going on 3 weeks straight without ONE day off. I think my boss is hiring some new girl to work tomorrow, so my hours are going to get cut once more. :sigh:
Christmas is around the corner and I only wish I wasn't so poor this year, this is the first year I don't feel 'in season'. I wish I had a huge tree to decorate and lights to hang and parties to go to and carols to sing and gifts to buy and give out, and whatever the fuck else I'm not doing this year.
I'm going to Middletown on Friday to renew my i.d. and set up an appointment for a license exam. Way to be a 20 year old carless loser. I desperately need some self-confidence.
This weather has me in the most peculiar of moods. I'm not sad but I'm not happy. I'm sometimes tired but I can't sleep nights. I'm restless yet I dont want to do anything. I've been lazy and yet I yearn to be productive. I'm just too lazy to get started. And wait, let me bitch some more. Winter sucks. I want summer again. :(