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I just had a stunning realization. Somehow I am in the same place, the same situation that I was in seven years ago. How did that happen? I worked so hard. Apparently I haven't accomplished a god damn thing.
I really don't understand.
I have the people who are biologically connected to me (insert your own ironic and/or bittersweet and/or sentimental comment about family here). And that's clearly better than a sharp stick in the eye. I have a little dog that is startled by the noise of me blowing my nose. She has retreated to blankets. I have my love of Eugene Levy. I have more cash than usual. I have until January 7th to make the pilgrimage to see the Dead Sea Scrolls.
I am very sad now, but that will pass.
I have to start again, and this time, I really don't know where to start. I can't stop shaking.
Of course that could be related to the extra dancing, lack of sleep and inadequate caloric intake.
Oh thank God. SNL reruns. The universe is taking care of me. 3am PB&J and old jokes. Blood sugar jitters and Molly Shannon/Jennifer Aniston fight club. Cheri Oteri!!! I miss her.
I really don't understand.
I have the people who are biologically connected to me (insert your own ironic and/or bittersweet and/or sentimental comment about family here). And that's clearly better than a sharp stick in the eye. I have a little dog that is startled by the noise of me blowing my nose. She has retreated to blankets. I have my love of Eugene Levy. I have more cash than usual. I have until January 7th to make the pilgrimage to see the Dead Sea Scrolls.
I am very sad now, but that will pass.
I have to start again, and this time, I really don't know where to start. I can't stop shaking.
Of course that could be related to the extra dancing, lack of sleep and inadequate caloric intake.
Oh thank God. SNL reruns. The universe is taking care of me. 3am PB&J and old jokes. Blood sugar jitters and Molly Shannon/Jennifer Aniston fight club. Cheri Oteri!!! I miss her.