Jan 14, 2008 13:15
so i sent my mom an e-mail to try and get the rumbita mopper from my mom. she sent me this in reply;
"I love you too. Boo. How did your ucla app session go? I don't say anything, Channie, and your father is the same, but we worry about you. We want to be sure you are building a foundation for your self and your future. Right now you are totally dependent on someone else for your living. We just want to see you more self-reliant. We love you more than you can think and want the absolute best. We bug sometimes, but we love you.
I guess we are doing "Mama Chef" next Sunday. I'm excited too. I told Wanda, she got excited and says she is doing it too! Talk to you."
i got so depressed. i do not know what i want for a career, nor do i know why i should go to school or what for. it's not that i am lazy and i don't want to go to school. i just would be super angry if i wasted my time and discovered what i really want to do with my life at the end....is it fair for people to be angry at me because i havn't discovered what i want as a career? i think i am well rounded & happy when it comes down to it...
whatever.
i went to an interview for the new sushi restaraunt in beverly hills called lucky sushi...apparently the remodeled, my interviewer said it was GORGEOUS. um, i wasn't really down because i want a real waitressing job to get tips, but she said that we all train together and that if i am a golden child in training i can start as a server, otherwise it will be some kind of soft bartender and cashier.
whatever.
i'm going to do a couple other interviews to see maybe if i can charm some one to give me a waiteressing job without experience.
whatever.
i have experience at being awesome. hire me.