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have you ever felt so fooled by a dream?
i woke up this morning and my ideal had been replenished
and my heart felt whole again
it all felt okay and so right
and i was fooled
seconds later it all reversed once i relized where i was
and the truth of this place
have you ever felt fooled by a song?
i listen to these lryics over and over
and i filter them into reality when they are anything but that
and for a few moments
it all makes sense, and i stop missing him for a minute
because i was tricked into believing he was right by my side
where he belongs
and then the guitar stops being strung and all the words that made up my beliefs stop too
and the only words i have left are the ones that have actually been said
which is nothing worth noting
have you ever felt so fooled by a boy that said he loved you?
i have.
ever thought so hard about a glance in your direction?
wondering, hoping, and praying that glance was meant for you
and in that glance words were hidden, like in a maze
and you hoped that the words were made of characters that begin with L and end with E
its the only four letter word i know anymore
but all it turns out being is a maze with no end in sight
no answers to questions and no prayers answered either
backwards or forwards left or right...i still in end up where i stood ten minutes ago
and his smile never changes
neither does his "i love you"
and the lyrics still play
and consequently my subconscious continues to allow me to dream
despite my desperate plea
i woke up this morning and my ideal had been replenished
and my heart felt whole again
it all felt okay and so right
and i was fooled
seconds later it all reversed once i relized where i was
and the truth of this place
have you ever felt fooled by a song?
i listen to these lryics over and over
and i filter them into reality when they are anything but that
and for a few moments
it all makes sense, and i stop missing him for a minute
because i was tricked into believing he was right by my side
where he belongs
and then the guitar stops being strung and all the words that made up my beliefs stop too
and the only words i have left are the ones that have actually been said
which is nothing worth noting
have you ever felt so fooled by a boy that said he loved you?
i have.
ever thought so hard about a glance in your direction?
wondering, hoping, and praying that glance was meant for you
and in that glance words were hidden, like in a maze
and you hoped that the words were made of characters that begin with L and end with E
its the only four letter word i know anymore
but all it turns out being is a maze with no end in sight
no answers to questions and no prayers answered either
backwards or forwards left or right...i still in end up where i stood ten minutes ago
and his smile never changes
neither does his "i love you"
and the lyrics still play
and consequently my subconscious continues to allow me to dream
despite my desperate plea