I've never been the kind to let my feelings show....
Have you ever heard something and just taken a step back in disbelief? That's how I have been for the past week. I just can't believe the things I see/hear. I don't know how to react. I don't know who to talk to. I don't know who to trust. I mean it used to be so easy, that trusting thing you know. Lately, it has just been so hard. Nothing has been the same. I guess change is tricky. I feel like my mind is a broken record. I am always thinking the same things over and over again. But am I wrong? I really don't think so. So much has been kind of coming together, but then again it's all a puzzle. If you have one wrong piece, then the whole picture is messed up. I can't believe the things that have been happening. I mean how does nobody realize? Or do they and they just want to ignore it because I mean I've never helped them before right? I guess everything is a question. How can one person be so cruel? How can one person change everyone's personality in such a short time? Then again, if you want to believe something hard enough, you will. Believing--who knew it'd be so hard.
But I'm just strong enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry....